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Butterfly Sunshine
2004-11-10|12:59 a.m.
The first week of the show went well - and tomorrow I start back for the second and final week...The worst part? Seeing the ex-girlfriend. Unfortunately I have not been able to let go of the feelings yet, and it has made seeing her much more difficult than I thought it would be.
I ended up feeling very angry with her most of the weekend - although I didn't lash out or anything... I just bottled it all up and tried to avoid her.
For the most part this worked well, but by the end of each night I was not ready to go party with the cast... I wanted to go home to decompress and prepare for the next day.
I am sure that it made me seem a little standoffish with some of my castmates and the crew, but I suppose you've got to do what you got to do...
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So I've decided that the hall of fame was not a good idea - so I am closing the hall with only one person in it - me...
What am I going into my own hall of fame for? "Lamest idea for a gimmick"
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It looks like I will be traveling to the Philippines for work in late December or early January for work. I am really looking forward to it!
After leaving a comment (seriously people, I am not above begging - PLEASE leave me a comment... I am some sort of desperate comment whore. I admit it.) Anyway... AFTER you leave a comment, check out the hotel. You can find it by clicking right here. Then, after you check out the hotel web site, come back and leave another comment. I want tons of comments.
I really think this hotel kicks ass. And going to the Philippines would be great - although I know it is kind of dangerous.
Anyway, that's all I've got for tonight. Not the best entry ever, but one that is going to have to do for now.
